Dreams & Destiny

Someone asked, why can't you leave him fynaz? You can get yourself a better man With a smile on my face, i said; I love him. I love him more than you Or him would ever knew.  I love him Since the day he promised to take care of me and to always be there for me Since the day He put so much effort just To make sure that i'll be safe And he gave me his all. To be with me For those 6 years, Since i'm hundred miles away From my parent its just happen that way And i fall for him. You may know my name  But not my whole story. For every hard time  that i've gone through because of him He felt that long time ago too (because of my silly attitude) He break me into pieces,  But i'm the one who hurt him first.  Fair and square Maybe it is my karma, my turn :') And because of that I made a promise to myself I will take care of him As much as i can I will be there for him As long as i breath I will be patience As long as the su...

Kadang kita nak orang faham kita, tapi hakikatnya kita sedar yang sebenarnya kita sendiri pun susah sangat nak faham diri sendiri. Apa kita nak, apa kita rasa, sama ada itu nafsu, kehendak atau keperluan, pun masih keliru lagi nak tentukan. Haha. Tapi itula, dalam hidup ni realitinya we need to learn and keep learning . Setiap dugaan dan ujian yang mendatang tu adalah sebahagian dari ilmu dan pelajaran dalam hidup. Kena selalu kuat dan sabar okay :) Lepaskan, jangan berharap. Ok,  prasangka jahat yang ada dalam hati. Belajar lepaskan dan abaikan ! Yes. ada yang pernah pesan, " Prasangka buruk kita terhadap orang lain, itu sebahagian dari dosa kecil " Berhenti hidup dengan bertunjangkan kata "kalau". In shaa Allah bahagia  menanti.  Jangan berharap sebab semakin besar pengharapan kita atas sesuatu maka makin besar luka yang kita akan rasa jika apa yang jadi tidak seperti yang kita harapkan. Stop expecting from people, your life will become easier and...

siti munirah bt azmi :) she make a request of nasi ayam and nasi lemak from me and just because she is someone that i adore the most i made this specially for her :) only this that i can do for you sayang   and know what, im happy truly happy when i see you smile while eating those. and thankyou, sebab tak habis-2 dengan pujian you  masa kita tengah makan. :) i made this because i love you, ok. and please, do miss me ok nanti :') p/s : i do love cooking because  its make me happy.  but i'd only cook for someone that i love.  so, if i cooked for you that means you're one of kind a person that had a special place in my heart :) ok ? 

only If you really knew me : You wouldn't judge me. You'd accept me, you'd love me. You would know that I wanna be more than just friends. You'd know im not okayy even when I said eveything is fine. You'd know how hard it is for me to trust & fully love someone. You'd know that im no sweet talker. You'd know i really love it when we hold hands. You'd know i cry way too much for you. You'd know its so hard for me to control myself when im with you. You'd know that i try to love myself each day. You'd know that im frustrated that you make the same mistakes again & again. You'd know that i forgive you because i need you in my life. You'd know that it hurts.... reblogged from Evanna Momsem :)

THEME : THE GLAMOROUS NIGHT OF PKP. Okay, actually ini kali pertama aku pegy ke dinner 16/05 hari tuhh yang di anjurkan oleh kos aku , Program Kesihatan Persekitaran sepanjang 3 semester aku kat sini. Dulu tak pegy sebab malas, tapi sekarang tah kenapa. Aku boleh rajin. Kenapa yea ? *thinking* lol. Malas taip banyak, there goes ours picture. :)  Para ahli JPP yg cecomel belaka sibuk menghias kawasan luar audi. Hewhew. ;P the DINNER's p/s : the dinner's is AWESOME though. walaupun agak kepenatan dan kelaparan di akhirnya. :) with JPP for JUL 2013 - DIS 2013 :) 

ALHAMDULILLAH :') tamat sudaa semester dua untuk kos Dip Kesihatan Persekitaran bersama-sama classmate yang ABSOLUTELY AWESOME ! syukur alhamdulillah, setahun bersama terasa makin mesra dan semakin sayang kepada kenkawan kuliah AL-BUKHARI ni. (^_^) insyaallah, harap kita dapat bersama lagi untuk 4 semester yang akan datang yea :)  SEMESTER SATU :) SEMESTER DUA :) kelas malam ^_^ 1st tyme ambik spesimen najis *tiruan* dalam makmal The gossip GIRLS :)   penyambut VVIP   sukan TIME :)      PWTC :) lawatan pusat penyembelihan SHAH ALAM Bye Bye bilik D-03-35 =.= *scary rooms ever*   Ya Allah, semoga hamba-Mu ini mampu ke semester yang seterusnya bersama sahabat-sahabat kuliah  Al-Bukhari ini lagi Ya Allah, Dan engkau lancarkanlah pengajianku di Kolej Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu Sungai Bulo...

HARI RAYA AIDULADHA 2012 ;  my sygs :) achik dan capix :) aku bersyukur sangat sebab mempunyai orang-orang yang HEBAT dan PENYAYANG di sekeliling aku. Terima Kasih YA ALLAH :') kurniakan mereka kepada hamba-mu ini. semoga mereka semua sentiasa di dalam Rahmat-Mu Ya Allah. kerana, aku sangat menyayangi MEREKA :) When it hurts to look back and you’re scared to look ahead, you can always look beside you and your best friend will be there. :') p/s : still tak cukup korum sebab ZAITIE FARIZA tak dapat datang :(  i wish u were here with us too sygs :'(