April, 2020
I'm praying that this MCO / COVID-19 will end soon. Pls.
Because i begin to realize that i'm losing myself lately. *sigh
Current status ; Exhausted.
Listening to :
-Death bed
only if you knew me.
only If you really knew me : You wouldn't judge me. You'd accept me, you'd love me. You would know that I wanna be more than just friends. You'd know im not okayy even when I said eveything is fine. You'd know how hard it is for me to trust & fully love someone. You'd know that im no sweet talker. You'd know i really love it when we hold hands. You'd know i cry way too much for you. You'd know its so hard for me to control myself when im with you. You'd know that i try to love myself each day. You'd know that im frustrated that you make the same mistakes again & again. You'd know that i forgive you because i need you in my life. You'd know that it hurts.... reblogged from Evanna Momsem :)
