only If you really knew me : You wouldn't judge me. You'd accept me, you'd love me. You would know that I wanna be more than just friends. You'd know im not okayy even when I said eveything is fine. You'd know how hard it is for me to trust & fully love someone. You'd know that im no sweet talker. You'd know i really love it when we hold hands. You'd know i cry way too much for you. You'd know its so hard for me to control myself when im with you. You'd know that i try to love myself each day. You'd know that im frustrated that you make the same mistakes again & again. You'd know that i forgive you because i need you in my life. You'd know that it hurts.... reblogged from Evanna Momsem :)
Does your inside match outside ? Does your outside match your in ? Do the kind deeds you envision stay confined within your skin ? Your thought and your life's actions--- are they close... or far apart ? Is the way in which you live your life what you believe deep in your heart ? Are you the same person on the inside people meet on the out, or do the two clash differ leaving your conscience full of doubt ? Are you a different person than the person people see ? Are you a different person than the one you'd like to be ? Would they not see a difference, or would they grieve in sorrow, if your inside today became your outside tomorrow ? : Linda Ellis
A G AI N, T H A N K Y O U you, you're back, i'm glad that you're here, with me, again. and willing to go through the next chapter of this journey, through up and down, together with me, again. & Dear you, I may not be the best girl for you, and i may not be the bestest girl that you ever had, but one thing i can promise you is, That i will always be there for you. Again. And again. sincerely : the girl who will always wait for you.